2ne1’s fierce leader recently sat down with the US branch of Elle magazine where she gave the inside story on her life as Chaerin, and CL of 2ne1.
ELLE: Who is CL?
CL: I have an alter ego between CL and Chaerin. I can be the baddest female onstage. As CL I want it to be that way. When it comes to just me, when I’m by myself with my family with my best friends, I don’t want to be CL. They know me so well that I can’t be CL. But I want to keep it that way, you know? Like Beyoncé and her alter ego Sasha Fierce.
ELLE: What’s your relationship like with Jeremy Scott?
CL: He’s my best friend. He’s like my big brother. He looks out for me. We met each other when he saw the “Fire” video [2NE1’s first single] and flew all the way to Korea to see me. It was actually for a photo shoot for Adidas. He didn’t have to come but he did. You know when you meet someone and you can connect, that click, we had that.
ELLE: You have an empowering song called “Ugly,” about not feeling beautiful. Where did that stem from?
CL: It kinda came from me. I was talking to him in the studio. And no one here understands, but they do back in Korea. You know how Koreans are more strict and people from around the world think that being different is wrong. I don’t understand, you’re unique. I love being myself and love people that are themselves and just, you know, “I’m doing me” type of people. I have respect for those people and love for those people but some people don’t understand that. So for me, I’m seen in public so I’m attacked a lot. I was feeling down one day and talking to him. I was like, “You know, maybe I am ugly to those people.” So we talked on and on and he wrote that song.
ELLE: In Korea, lots of people get plastic surgery. Do you ever feel pressured to get work done as well—especially as a star?
CL: You know? YG [2NE1’s record label] told me to. They told me to get plastic surgery before my debut. I stood up for myself and said “No, I’m not doing it.” Like I said before, I love CL, but I still want to be Chaerin. And if I felt like I had to change I would. But I love the natural way I look. I said no and I’m not planning to.
ELLE: Tell me about the high fashion brands you wear. One video has you guys wearing all Balmain or all Givenchy, plus vintage Alexander McQueen or even young designers like Mary Katranzou and also Gareth Pugh. How did this come about?
CL: We just love shopping. I don’t look at the brand, I don’t look at the most pricey outfit. Even if it’s a dollar, I don’t care. That’s why I didn’t really know what I was wearing today because I don’t care. If it looks good it doesn’t matter.
ELLE: Your latest video, “I Love You” was a little more mature and looked very Versace-esque.
CL: Exactly. That’s what I was going for. Last year I was collecting vintage Versace and Chanel, the big medallions. And you know, right now everyone is going for that, it’s funny. I started collecting it two years ago but they didn’t have any. Now they’re putting it out so much it’s easy to get. You know those vintage scarves, the vintage Versace scarves? I was wearing them all the time. I told my stylist “Let’s go for it.” In the video for “I Love You” we tried something different as 2NE1. We’re more electro-hip-hop. I was like, “We should do something different.” There wasn’t an album coming out but we wanted to drop a single for our fans and 2NE1’s career. We went for a very sexy, mature—you got it!—Versace. You get my point.
ELLE: Who is your favorite designer?
CL: Am I allowed to say Jeremy Scott? Because people will always say anyone other than Jeremy Scott because he’s my friend. I love Chanel. Everything about her was personal. All of those lions she made, she handmade them. Red and green, they were her favorite colors. She kept it personal and real and she was a woman. Everyone loves her. I really like Chrome Hearts, too. I know their family and designers.
ELLE: And Fashion icons?
CL: I love Grace Jones. She’s everything. I don’t know, There are so many that I don’t want to shout out names. Aaliyah. I’m into ’90’s fashion right now. Like wearing those big pants and small tops. I’m really into that right now.
ELLE: Any plans for a 2NE1 album stateside?
CL: Not yet. But we want to do a couple of more songs in English. It’s amazing how they can connect to it when it’s in Korean. It’s amazing when you’re onstage and these people are singing in Korean. But in order to do this and understand the lyrics and get into the song I want to make a couple more English songs.
ELLE: You have such a big gay following. Do you know about that?
CL: Actually yeah. And lesbians too. And drag queens. I love them! I have so many gay friends and I love them so much because they’re fun. You know, I can’t be friends with guys. You can girl talk with them. They’re so special and so talented. And they’re so fast with stuff. I can’t ask “do I look good” to my girlfriends but I will ask my gay friends because they will be honest. They’ll be like, “no girl.” I can’t do that to girls or guys, they won’t be honest. I love them because of that.
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